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Jan 7, 2005
Puritan things

*Families grew a variety of plants like: corn, rye, peas, squash, and pumpkins. The animals they rose were: chickens, sheep, cows, and pigs. On the farm the men did the hunting and planting. The women made clothes, candles, soap, corn meal, preserved vegetables and meat, and did the cooking.


*The settlers believed in covenants, which were very important to them. They believed in honesty and by this, it helped them work together. To give the colony some form, the colony gave power to the adult males. Who made laws and elected officers to the General Court.


*In the middle of the community was the Puritan church. This was also known as the meeting house. Meetings were held here to decide laws, fees for laborers, price for ale, and to assigned people to certain tasks for the community. Church services were held here every Sunday all day long and, by law, everyone had to attend. Some churches locked the doors so no one could leave. One who spoke out or acted wrongly would be punished in front of all.


*The community helped each family if their crops failed, or if there was a field fire. Neighbors also helped others build barns or farm equipment. If the population was too large they would divide and make a new town.


*The sermons spoken by the minister described instruction for the New England Way. Which was used to describe the beliefs the society they were building. In this society, games and fun were considered sin and hard work was emphasized. Puritans believed in knowing the bible and being able to read it, but not needing to know how to write.

*The church was so strong and powerful that in 1692 in Salem, Massachusetts nineteen people were hung, one crushed by stone, and one hundred-fifty people were thrown in jail. It all started when a young girl acted awkwardly around people and her friends did it also, all as a joke. People were desperate to find who put this curse on them, not knowing it was all an act, so accusations were thrown out from everyone and it led to many deaths. This was known as Salem Witchcraft, which originally came from the West Indies as a part of voodooism.

*A puritan, John Winthrop, became governor of Massachusetts Bay Colony and said their society would be made of mercy and justice. As well as a commonwealth. Winthrop wanted to set a goal for the rest of the world



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Nov 1, 2004
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Heart of Darkness: A look at Isolation

 

 

 

 

 

Donnie Hill

Ms. Owens

English 4

October 29, 2004


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Works Cited

Agatucci, Cora. Study Guide to Heart of Darkness. 3 Oct. 2004. <http://web.cocc.edu/cagatucci/classes/Eng103/Spring2001/conrad.htm>

Conrad, Joseph. Heart of Darkness. New York: Penguin Putnam Inc. 1995.

Gillon, Adam. Joseph Conrad. Boston:Twayne Publishers. 1982.

Kirkpatrick, D.L., ed. Reference Guide to English Literature. 2nd ed. Vol. 1. Chicago:St.James Press. 1991.

Magill, Frank N., ed. Masterplots: Revised Second Edition. Vol. 5. Englecliffs: Salem Press. 1996.

Oneil, Patrick M., ed. Great World Writer’s: 20th Century. Vol. 2. Tarrytown: Marshall Cavendish. 2004.

Stapleton, Michael., ed. The Cambridge Guide to English Literature. New York: Cambridge University Press. 1983


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Senior Research Paper

 Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be left in total isolation?  In his work, Heart of Darkness, Joseph Conrad shows how he believes that if a person is left in total isolation from the laws and limits of their society then they become corrupted and loosen their morals.
 Over the years, readers have had different takes on the story but many consider it to be a story about human condition. (Agatucci 4) "Heart of Darkness can sometimes seem like an incredibly dark, depressing story that paints civilization in a very negative light." (4) However much truth their may be to those observations it is the interest in the topic that entices new readers to read this book and study the observations and views of Joseph Conrad.  He seems to be a rather cynical person as well for his views, because he seems to believe that without the presence of society to help restrain people then they are all potential of evil. "In Heart of Darkness Conrad hints at some prodigious evil lurking in the soul of mankind; but this is corruption–in its simplest form." (3) It is through his view of the rules of Western Civilization that he has written several of his novels, Heart of Darkness just seems to be his most prominent writing on the subject.  In this story he uses Kurtz to represent the common European. "Kurtz is depicted as an upstanding European who has been transformed by his time in the jungle- away from his home, away from any familiar people and food, and away from becoming such a tyrant."(3) So this story is  Conrad's view of human condition when removed from the restraints of society and the necessity for such restraints.
 Conrad took much interest in the subject of physical and psychological isolation and used his characters to enforce his views .  In some of his works Conrad considers the psychological isolation of his characters when they are unable to establish relationships with other people or when they destroy them .(Oneil 253) "In much of his sea fiction, his characters are isolated from the external restraints of Western civilization. Conrad wonders how people respond to their circumstances when there is no law or public opinion to influence them." (253) " Heart of Darkness explores the fundamental questions about human nature: the capacity for ultimate evil; the necessity for restraint; the effect of isolation; and the necessity of relinquishing pride for on's own salvation." (Magill 2789) "From the outset Conrad wrote about characters who had "soft spots," and "hidden plague spots," by which he meant psychological and moral weaknesses that intrude upon their capacity to act in a morally responsible manner." (Kirkpatrick 417) It was through this curiosity that he wrote his tales.
 As you read through this story you can get a general idea that Conrad sees that Western civilization's ignorance towards the rest of the world that they consider savage is unjust.  He viewed the Western civilization as not having an absolute foundation so he consistently presented his characters as isolated, physically or psychologically and then considers how they can make sense of an existence without inherent sense. (Oneil 253) "For Conrad, there is no inherent meaning in the universe and no inherent truth behind the laws and customs of Western civilization, the only thing that can provide meaning is communion with other human beings whether in the form of relationships with two people or in communities." (253) "In any community physical and psychological safety necessitates mutual resilience and solidarity and so Conrad consistently rejects characters who place ideals or material interests above human relationships." (254) Therefore, his solution to the physical and psychological isolation he sees in the human world can be found in the idea of solidarity, or community.(253) So this novel seems to blur the line between the so called "advanced" society of Europe and the "primitive" society of Africa.(Agatucci 2)
 Joseph Conrad's influence for the novel was his own experience in the Congo which he points out as a life changing event for him which helped him realize what he felt was the true nature of the humans of Western civilization.  "His experience in the Congo would forever change him; he once remarked, "Before the Congo I was just a mere animal." His Congo experience wreaked havoc on his emotional and physical health, the effects of which stayed with him the rest of his life."(Oneil 249) So it was through his own experience that he retold the story through the characters in his story making each one symbolic for something.   For example, he used Marlow as a neutral character who had to explore his own heart of darkness to realize the evil in man.  "The symbolic journey into Marlow's own heart of darkness, revealing blindingly the evil of human nature and the human capacity for evil; the irony of the quest is when the truth is revealed not in terms of light but in terms of darkness. For the truth brings not light but rather total darkness(Magill 2789) Basically, he uses this story to interpret his own realizations that he made on his personal journey through his own heart of darkness so to speak.
 Through his story, one of his main points seems to be that humans rely on each other to enforce morality and order and therefore need community.  When people agree on rules and customs, they, in effect  create meaning for their lives. Also, they rely on one another for protection and help. Conrad uses incidents like, a member of a crew to rely on all the other crew members to survive or risk drowning in order to illustrate this human condition.(Oneil 253) As it is shown in the story, Marlow sees rampant amorality and immorality among the Europeans and realizes that few have the innate strength necessary to maintain moral standards without restraints of laws and personal opinions to influence them. (260) "This discovery leads to Marlow's recognizing that Western civilization is not based upon absolute truths but is merely a convenient means for Europeans to organize their social interactions."(260) Also, "Conrad stresses that man's conduct was often less the result of conscious decisions than of dimly understood fears, obsessions, and fixations."(Kirkpatrick 418) It is these restraints made by the society that happen to help maintain order among the citizens and helps decrease conflict among the people.
 Within the story, Joseph Conrad used symbolism to show how the journey into the jungle brings out the true darkness of man and corrupts him.  "The journey into the heart of the Congo, however, is a symbolic journey into the Darkness central to the heart and soul of humanity, a journey deep into the primeval passion, superstition, and lust." (Magill 2787) Conrad uses this symbolism in different ways throughout the story as he does when Kurtz, whose original purpose of going into the jungle was to educate the natives before he became corrupted by the control he had,  writes "Exterminate the brutes!" he is showing the way a white man can exploit the helpless savage.  Then again with the futile shelling from the gunboat into the jungle is vividly portrayed as a useless, brutal, and absurd act perpetrated against a weaker culture than that of Kurtz. (2787) He also uses symbolism in other ways through out the story. For example, he uses the color white to symbolize evil, for it represents the immoral scramble for loot by unfeeling Belgian traders in ivory and human skin, the whiteness is then compared to the blackness of the natives whose lives must be destroyed for the sake of the trade. (Gillon 25) These are all made to being showing the effects that the isolation is having on all of the characters.
 Conrad also pointed out that there were two different kinds of people involved in the story, and those that came to the realization of the darkness were over come and those who were unaware of it were blissfully ignorant.  "Those who, like Kurtz, are aware of the darkness, who hope with conscious intelligence and a human concern for all humanity to bring light into the darkness, are doomed, are themselves swallowed up by the darkness and evil they hope to penetrate." (Magill 2787) Then there were the characters, like the District Manager, who undertook the journey just to rob the natives of their ivory without awareness of the importance of the central darkness, who could survive. Similarly, Marlow, was left to be just an observer without being centrally involved, was able to survive in order to tell the tale that he had learned on the journey. (2787) From this, Marlow realized that on a larger scale, Western civilization was irrelevant and detrimental to the indigenous population.(Oneil 260) It was this awareness of the darkness or rather the evil within civilization that determined whether a person lived or not.
 In Heart of Darkness, Kurtz was the main example used in showing the effects of the isolation from society and the results.  It was him whose intentions were to go into Africa with ideas of civilizing and improving the Africans were challenged as he ended up raiding the villages and allowed himself to be worshiped as a god by the natives.(Oneil 259) The purpose was to show that he was in isolation and there was nothing or no one, in essence, to keep him on the straight and narrow path. (Agatucci 3) Conrad uses the transformation of Kurtz while questioning the role Europe plays in exploiting Africa. Then he considers how people can maintain fidelity to a cod of behavior without such external restraints as judicial laws and public opinion. (Oneil 259) So in creating the character of Kurtz, Conrad was illustrating the lack of inner strength within the Western Civilizations because they rely on such external powers to keep them in check. "Kurtz goes out equipped with the moral ideals of Western Civilization, but some time after arriving in the Congo, his ideals melt away because he is without external restraints and lacks the inner strength to maintain his ideals; in the end he becomes prey to unchecked desire for power, wealth, and control."(260) Basically, Conrad is pointing out that "Kurtz, a man relieved of all social and civilized restraints, goes mad after committing himself to the total pursuit of evil and depravity." (Magill 2789) Marlow develops a fascination with Kurtz before they even meet, which drives him to enter this mission and stay with it until the very end.  As it turned out, they were very similar characters who both came from European society with morals and ideals that have been knocked out from beneath them as they steadily made it deeper into the heart of darkness.  At each station, Marlow's ideals were slowly destroyed but the last straw was when his helmsman died in an attack who also happened to be his last connection to civilization, which now left him completely alone. Then Marlow fell into an enlightening depression as he begins to understand the natural cruelty of the world.  Kurtz who was identical to Marlow, had remained cut off from civilization for so long that he had been radically changed by the natives. The hut in which he resided in was surrounded by steaks with human heads, all facing inwards from the house and he began practicing sacred rituals with the natives as he became a worshiped figure among them. (Agatucci 5) Apparently, when Marlow finally gets to Kurtz he is intrigued by the change that has taken place within the man and Kurtz tell him of all that he has realized because he has noticed the change within himself as well but he does not want to go back to the Western world.  That is when Marlow notices the change in him as he describes it " In vain. In the steadily darkening universe a sinister clearness fell upon his ideas. In the ill illuminating moments of suffering he saw life, men, all things, the whole earth with all her burden of created nature, as he had never seen before." (Gillon 79) "The arrival of Marlow is enough to save the enlightened mind of Kurtz but not enough to save the body from the internal conflict that wreaked within. All that remained for Kurtz was to pass the enlightenment on and then to die." (Agatucci 5) Then as he lay dying his observation as he screamed "The horror! The horror!" suggests his final realization of the consequences of his life.(Conrad 118).  It was with the parallel lives of these two characters that Conrad shows the impact of the journey into the darkness and how the isolation has effected each of them, one being in the beginning stages and the other totally immersed in the corruption.
 The entire symbolic character of the work is summarized at the end of Marlow's tale when he is forced to lie to Kurtz's wife to preserve her illusion of him; the truth appears to Marlow as an inescapable darkness, and the novel ends with the narrator's own observation of darkness and the lesson that he has learned from the man he knew as Kurtz. (Magill 2789)
  "Conrad's tale is in itself a fable, which leaves us with a moral that is very difficult to accept. Heart of Darkness warns us that the world is itself an evil thing, and the civilized population has refused to accept that fact. They create morals to mask the truth that they don't want to see. This masking is what makes us human, but we must always understand that it is only a mask and not the truth, because one day everyone will be faced with the darkness of the true nature of our world. And just like the child who is alone in the dark, one day someone won't be there to turn the light on for us. Then we'll be forced to stare into the heart of the darkness, and it will break us, as it did to Kurtz, or enlighten us, as it did for Marlow." (Agatucci 6)
 In conclusion, in the Heart of Darkness, Joseph Conrad illustrated his belief that without the laws and restraints of society then a man would become corrupt and overtaken by greed.

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Jun 14, 2004
Fun and Fancy Free

Well it has been a while since I have updated this thing because I guess in a way I have just been too busy doing day to day things that make summer......well summer.  Well in all honesty there hasn't been very much going on that would interest you folks except i have spent a good deal of time with Heaven.

Besides that the first week of summer kind of sucked because I had 3 shows that just didnt happen for me. The first one was a local show that Steve decided to put together and like half the bands dropped off and nobody really showed up because somebody did a lousy job promoting the show and scheduling it so it just ended up being canceled and supposedly rescheduled but this kid hasnt heard anything about it.  Then a couple days after that I went up to Tremont expecting to see KILLSWITCH ENGAGE and waited for two hours in line only to find out that KsE dropped off a few days prior so it was just In Flames, As I Lay Dying, and Mindspill and i didnt really feel like that show was worth $20 for me so I found something else to do but hey i save $20.  Three days later I went to go see Trust Company but arrived like 3 hours before doors opened because I was lied to and so I just talked to a couple band members for a bit and then Heavens mom called me and said she was going to pick her up from Branchville so I decided that would be better than waiting for the show.

That actually sounds a little bit more mellowdramatic than it really was because it really didnt bother me because i figure most of those bands will be back at some point anyways but there are some other shows that im wanting to check out this summer like Finger Eleven, 311, Blindside, Projekt Revolution, Warped Tour, and a few others so we shall see how that works out.

Other than that this summer is just kind of blah so far because I cant get a job for another 2 weeks and im not sure how that will work  but life always seems to find weird solutions to everything so we shall see how things work out an i will update this later.  so hope you all are enjoying the summer.....its actually going better for me than this sounds but i have to leave things out....so have fun.....Peace. Love, and Respect yourself....



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~James Watson AND Francis Crick~

James Watson, Francis Crick, and along with colleague Maurice Wilkins, received the 1962 Nobel Prize for discovering the molecular structure of deoxyribonucleic acid, also known as DNA. This was widely regarded as one of the most essential scientific breakthrough of the 20th century. It has led the way to the mapping and deciphering of all the genes in the human chromosomes.

~Gregor Darwin~

Gregor Mendel was the first person to trace the characteristics of successive generations of a living thing. Mendel's attraction to research was based on his love of nature. Not only was he interested in plants, but also in meteorology and theories of evolution.

~Charles Drew~

Dr. Drew set up and ran the blood plasma bank in the Presbyterian Hospital in New York City, which served as one of the models for the widespread system of blood banks now in operation for the American Red Cross. During his two years at Montreal General Hospital, as an intern and resident doctor, he found it fascinating and decided to give further attention to blood research. Doctor Drew's cause of death was that of a broken neck and complete blockage of the blood flow back to the heart. In the accident, he was half thrown out of the car and actually crushed to death by the car as it rolled over.

~Charles Darwin~

Darwin was the British naturalist who became famous for his theories of evolution and natural selection. During the years of 1831-1836, he went on an expedition around the world. Darwin's theory of evolutionary selection holds that variation within species occurs randomly and that the survival of an organism is determined by that organism's ability to adapt to its environment, which is where the terms "survival for the fittest" comes from.

~Louis Pasteur~

His discovery that most contagious diseases are caused by germs, known as the "germ theory of disease", is one of the most important in medical history. Each discovery in the body of Pasteur's work represents a tie in a continuous chain, beginning with molecular asymmetry and ending with his rabies prophylaxis, by way of his research in fermentation, silkworm, wine and beer diseases, asepsis and vaccines. His work became the basis of a new science, stereochemistry.

 

~Carolus Linnaeus~

Carolus Linnaeus (Carl von Linné) is often called the Father of Taxonomy, for his system for naming, ranking, and classifying organisms. His ideas on classification have influenced generations of biologists during and after his own lifetime, even those opposed to the philosophical and theological roots of his work.

~Rachel Carson~

After completing her education, Carson joined the U. S. Bureau of Fisheries as the writer of a radio show entitled "Romance Under the Waters," in which she was able to explore life under the seas and bring it to listeners. In 1936, after being the first woman to take and pass the civil service test, the Bureau of Fisheries hired her as a full-time junior biologist, and over the next 15 years, she rose in the ranks until she was the chief editor of all publications for the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service.

~Jane Goodall~

Jane Goodall was determined to travel to Africa and live out her childhood dream of working with wildlife. Jane made the trip to Kenya by boat at the age of 23, when she heard of Dr. Louis Leakey, who decided that Jane Goodall was the unique individual he was looking for to begin a study of wild chimpanzees on the shore of Lake Tanganyika. That is how it all began…


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Apr 20, 2004
Eyes Wide Shut

Well today is finally coming to a close and I still have pink eye and a sore throat but never fear...the courageous Donnie is willing to tough it out and go to school even though I do indeed feel like complete shit and I don't appreciate ms.carter trying to be sarcastic to me about getting my work done when I had it done 15 minutes before that even though it was rather obvious that my voice was getting raspy and my eyes were bloodshot which led to some people asking if I had been smoking up even though that just isnt my cup of tea.  The only reason I am even going to school is because this has probably been the most messed up year as far as my health goes and attendance which has in turn effected my grades and me work ethic which started back in September when I got strep and then got my wisdom teeth cut out in October and getting Mono for 3 weeks between November and December which caused me to miss 21 days last semester and I have already  missed 5 days this semester and my pre-cal teacher is complaining about my attendance because somehow she has me down for missing 9-11 days in her class which I find highly unlikely because that is 2nd period so at most I have 7 for her which is what I have in 1st period because 2 of them were just me being late to school. Anyhoo I just wrote all that to try and see if I could better explain that to myself but it just doesnt seem to be working so oh well. 

Tonight, I went and watched the varsity baseball game down at the Tyson capital of the world AKA Piedmont and watched SV pretty much cruise to a 7-3 victory. They pretty much set the tone in the first inning by scoring 5 and stayed up from there. The reason I went to the game though was because my English teacher was trying to boost attendance by giving extra credit to anyone who showed up to the game so I did.  Otherwise, I would have scoped out the Battle of the Bands that was going down in Weddington where my bro went to  tonight with some peoples so I will have to find out who won from him in the morn.

This weekend went by rather smoothly as well, on Saturday at Stumptown park in Matthews, Stevefest 1.5 was held and I would have to say that it went really well with a better turnout that I had anticipated and some of the bands exceeded my expectations for them meanwhile a few bands that I had already seen before.....well they didn't do anything to change my opinion of them, but the turnout was really good and the interaction with the bands went well and TBAM was awesome even though I must say that I just listened to them for the most part although they had a decent sized pit working out for them which was real cool.  Then on Sunday, I was up at Myers Park and while I was there I saw the goofiest speed bumps if you want to call them that because thy just kind of looked like 3 giant turtle shells going across the street and felt like i had run over a body but they are rather interesting.

Well that is about it for my weekend that I can share but Metallica and Godsmack is coming on Friday so hopefully I will be able to hit that show up to make up for the 2 shows I missed my freshman year but we shall see how things shape up for that. Anyhoo, peace, love, and respect thyself.



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